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i was innocent at age four- before wide eyed waking brain surgery and stitches in my heart to keep it ticking.
sideways closures to end the bleeding
from the clumsy departures out of that inward place.
my very naked fingers trace highways too widely explored by careless passengers vacationing through, and rake through hair that has fed itself on saturday nights and dried its dampness with light from the undersides
of your hands. my only hope is that the tender spots dont fade from fleshy surfaces,
giving way to rock formations that scrape and dig.
things my nimble e

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inamoratai smiled the way tiny birds do when they learn to sing
i never thought that worlds could open when mouths closed and meet halfway with a slight part and push and lock
like that which is worn around this fragile clock that keeps your time now steady ticking to each carefully phrased word
my hand on yours telling time in ways that our fingers and hearts count days by
and our minds dream by in visions of secret hopes and feral knowlage of body to body s inamorata
by ~Deteriora

binary amativei opened wrists not looking for freckles or any other signs of birth
or death and reached inward with a tiny pull toward that beating thing that quickened pace as our eyes touched and i recalled a distant notion of what happiness was of what happiness is and smiled with a grace unbeknown to a broken child that i had become
softly humming i slid through motions clasping your hands and amatory
simply we move in one another's mutual gravitation
and i am pulled wris binary amative
by ~Deteriora

disrememberedi craved knowing you in a discontent, backwards motion where i forgot the feeling in my toes and your smile made me sick i wish i was still happy licking your eyelids and getting lost behind the bed like that one night where you said you loved me and made my heart feel like Fred Astaire when he danced to "You're All the World to Me" i dont remember any more what it felt like to press against your lips but your flavor lingers on my skin and my cerebellum traces every step like it was a P.I. hot on a trail i know not, an disremembered
by ~Deteriora

Nine Circlesi sat staring at the backs of eyelids while you- exploring salty shores and sand dunes left me contemplating this pressure in my chest trying to break through my walnut skull that all hearts break equally and i holding fragments of your smile could only laugh and shake my head remembering what it was like to learn your name not using words and how much i love the freckle above your lip and the way you said "you were happy" Nine Circles
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Animazement 2009 and a new Acct!

Mon May 25, 2009, 2:01 PM

Ahhh! Long time since I updated! Im currently in progress of making a cosplay acct on here, as I prefer to keep my writing all in one place for the sake of those looking through it. As soon as I get it up, Ill post a link in this journal. Unfortunately, we forgot our camera for Animazement 2009, so all pictures that I will be posting will be noted as to who took them, but the costumes I created 100% on my own (and it was a pain sometimes, as this was my first go at cosplay, and I attempted to make 2 cosplays in about 1.5 weeks

)

Im already sad that the con is over, and I cant wait to see all the awesome people I met again next year (as well as those I already knew

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Current Residence: Raleigh, NC
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Interests: waiting waking up to a beautiful sleeping smile
Favourite movie: donnie darko, phantasm, alice in wonderland, edward sissorhands, boondock saints
Favourite band or musician: deftones, tool, blank theory, cradle of filth, nin
Favourite genre of music: all forms of rock, ebm, classical
Favourite artist: dali
Favourite poet or writer: edgar allan poe, tennyson, e.e. cummings, mercedes lackey, inmyroom
Favourite game: everquest 2, zelda, baten kaitos, Vanguard, rock band
Favourite gaming platform: xbox 360, pc, ds
Personal Quote: Two are never so far that they cant hear the winds of fate.
Tools of the Trade: my muse ;)

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~Miakaylia

Jun 29, 2009, 11:30:55 AM

Thanks for the

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Current Obsessions:
Persona 4 <3 | Trauma Center <3

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~Memento Mori

~pepperedcat

Jun 4, 2009, 12:15:13 PM

thanks for the fav~!

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=BlissSlyOne

May 25, 2009, 12:40:19 PM

weren't you the Temari at AZ?

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至福

Mello is mine and you can't have him :3

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~Deteriora

May 25, 2009, 1:49:02 PM

Yup! I was Shippuden Temari on Saturday, and Dark Zelda Friday evening and Sunday!

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"that place inside
where bare toes dare not tread
and where
rather
would adorn socks
than try to sort through
any warning signs of missing comfort zones "

=BlissSlyOne

May 25, 2009, 2:43:00 PM

_{_{I only went Saturday lol}} I saw you and I thought (and said to my friend) that you made a really good one ^^ your fan was really cool. throughout the whole day we were hearing this loud noise and we had no idea what it was. then we finally saw you open your fan and we were like 'oh so THAT was that noise!'

;

I was a Ship. Naruto and my friend was an original Sasuke

; and we were walking around with a tall Konata lol

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至福

Mello is mine and you can't have him :3

icons connected to ~HowlingWolfess and ~sundancewolf 8D <333

~chaeology

May 25, 2009, 9:14:22 AM

You're very creative writer. I wish I can write like you

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~Deteriora

May 25, 2009, 1:51:40 PM

Awez! Thank you sooo much!

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"that place inside
where bare toes dare not tread
and where
rather
would adorn socks
than try to sort through
any warning signs of missing comfort zones "